Okay, yesterday wasn't all that great... I mean, I went onto xat, right? And I started talking to Aki-chan and we kind of got into this thing... and, well... it didn't go so well. I tried explaining the real me to her and she began going on about if people don't like who I really am, then screw them, but nobody wants to be with the real me. Dark, decisive, cunning, shady, manipulative, I guess you could fit "murderous" in there as well. She was talking about religion, and beliefs being the few things that keep her going and I quoted Tyler on this "Show me proof of God and I'll show you the flying spaghetti monster.". That's how I felt... and it all started cause I was explaining she's never heard what I exactly sound like when I sing, and she said she loved my singing voice, but you can't judge what you've never seen or heard. Sadly, the argument ended abruptly and she left... I know she has a blog and chances are she'll see this before I see her, so if she does... I'm sorry... I'm really, really sorry... I got out of control with it, and now I feel like I've done something horrible... so... please, if you can, forgive me... It may not seem like much, but to me, it is... it's serious... I'm sorry.
Next, yesterday, I was basicaly starved from dinner. I had like, no food until about 8 o' clock at night. See, my mom made leftovers... I hate leftovers. So I had to find something else. Ramen and potstickers took too long to make, I didn't want canned stuff like Chef Boyardee or whatever, and I didn't want less-than filling food like waffles or cereal. So... I was left blank. Every time I try to make eggs I FAIL! After a while, my mom after to make me some, which she did and I ate them and was still hungry but there wasn't enough time to get anything else after explaining to Near what had happened between me and Aki, doing the same to GinGin and arguing with Aki and watching EddsWorld, there wasn't any other time... so I failed to eat more food and as I type this from my school library, having eaten one bowl of Frosted Flakes I only have on thing to say:
"I AM HUNGRY!"
Now, to close, I'm going to try something a little different. I'm going to close with a nice quote:
"A corpse bleeds at the sight of the murderer."
22 January 2009
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